The Price We Pay for Family - 16
Cont... AJ hadn't been able to sleep. Everything had been such a blur today, and he knew he was supposed to be asleep, his body was begging for it, but his mind wouldn't let him. It was moving too fast for his body to control. The van. The cage. Those people. The red dots floating over him and Cass. Uncle Bucky's eyes looking at him calmly. It felt like every nerve in his body was standing on end. Nothing felt right. Nothing felt safe anymore. He curled tighter around Cass, inhaling deeply of the blankets and pillow. It smelled like Bucky and faintly of Mama's lavender laundry detergent. The smell soothed his body. It didn't quiet his mind. All he could think of was how his Uncle had smelled like gunpowder when he'd last seen him. He only ever smelled like gunpowder when he was packing. His Uncle always checked his weapons meticulously before he used them. Because of this, he would smell of gunpowder when he was done. AJ had found the smell comfortin...